Friday, February 25, 2005

Another week is over

Its going to be a long day for me yet again. I wasnt really able to explain much about the circuit and i have to make sure that the circuit lights up soon. By hook or by crook i better make it by tonight! I hate myself, shouldnt have slept early yesterday as i didn't even get to do my assessment but then it is quite ok since i dont really know how to do it anyways. But i have to do it under 2 or 3 hrs from now. Have to meet the lecturer to clear my doubts. Every day makes me nervous nowadays. I dont know what the future will hold for me. Im scared i cant go on in life anymore. I miss her alot yes i do, Cant wait to see her again..... I hope i can meet her tomorrow and pick her up.. i hope i wont be that tired after the NaPfa test in the early morning. I really have to work harder and by next week, my fate will be decided. I just hope i wont be crushed. I will call you when i get home syg. Wait for my call ok? Luv ya babey~

Monday, February 21, 2005

My Promise

Here i am again. Been really a while since i last updated my blog. The last date updated...26th January. Oh My God! Almost a month since. Well in case you still didnt know (Hmmm wonder if anyone else ever read my blog ), i was admitted last 2 weeks for dengue fever. Luckily i was not in there for a week if not i could really die! Lost some weight there but you know how i eat. I gained back all that weight or maybe even more than that... Well yeah this year must be really a hectic year for me with lots of important projects due soon and i must do this. Working hard is a must coz its about my future with Hazura. I need to surf again online on some information and also to look up the template for my report. What a hectic month its gonna be and the worst thing is, my supervisor messaged me and says that i need to do explanation of the circuit when i meet him tomorrow. Oh brother, he really knows when to spoil my day when i am only starting to breath some air. But a promise is a promise and im not gonna break that promise. I will give it my all till the last minute, last second, last breath if you may. I need to take off for the next one month as i need extra time for my projects and preparing for my exams. I just hope that would give me some time to relax a little after school before continuing with my school work. Well , im trying to find time in my buzy schedule to meet her, and yes i am meeting her later. It's hard to be far away from someone you love especially when in time of stress of having so much work piling up and the world seems to be on your shoulders. You know what im tring to say don't you? Well, i just hope i be doing fine, i tend to screw myself up when i am nervous. The quiz was ok, just that the question was not what i expected it to be, but i tried my best, i got most of it done and nothing was left blank so my chances of passing is more like 50-50 or 60-40 ...even if i could pass by just 5 marks or 1 mark is enough for me. I mean, i did try MY BEST to work the whole thing out, if you know what i mean right. Hope she can see that.. Maybe i was nervous and my mind didnt really function like i wanted it to be, but somehow it was quite ok.... Thank god i did not realy screw up. Guess what, i will have at least 3 late nights in a row this week to do my school work. My body certainly going to be aching by the end of the week, plus i will be having the NAPFA test this Sat, and it's going to be so early in the morning, Well that's all for now, i dont want to bore you with my long stories, Going to lecture later at 11. SO sayang if you are reading this, see you later ok? I miss you loads babe~ Luv Ya