Monday, August 07, 2006

5 Questions

Why life sometimes seem so unfair?
Why sometimes you are like an outsider to your own family?
Why sometimes other people who are not related to you by blood treats you more like family?
Why because of other people's problem, we have to be the one suffering?
Why people can't see the god you done but instead look at your flaws?
Why is it that sometimes we work so hard to earn a living but in the end we don't get to enjoy it?
Why is it when something good is on the way, bad things are always bound to happen ?
Why is life full of questions but yet some questions are filled with blanks?

What did I do wrong to deserve this?
What is the problem that other people have with me?
What must i do to stop all these nonsense?
What is the solution to all my miseries?
What can i do to make them understand that i need to save up for my future?
What can i do in order not to hurt their feelings?
What is FAIR??

Who is to blame for all my miseries?
Who is the cause of my pain?
Who can i turn to besides my love and ALLAH?
Who can change all these things that are happening in my life?

How can i face them with this kind of situation?
How will my life turn out in the end?
How can they do this to me?
How can they make me suffer for all my life?
How dare they make me depressed when i am about to be so happy about getting engaged?

Where does justice lie?
Where is the support when i need it most?
Where will i be in future?
Where is my happiness ?

I hope i will get the answers, i don't want to be miserable for the rest of my life.....
To those people, i'm sure they know who they are....
For people who has always been behind me... THANK YOU!
For your prayers and support...

I Hope my Future is a Bright One...
With My one and Only Zura....
That's all i'm asking for...
To be with her till end of time
InsyaALLAH....

ALLAH bless me with the protection, guidance and strength...
For me to pass through this life full of challenges...
Lead me through the right path
And not the lost ones...
Amin...

Zura, I love you so much and being with you is my dream...
My greatest wish... My desire and my destiny...
Pray for us ok syg?