Its' almost been a week since the incident, and it's still etched in my head what went down... and it went down pretty bad. Both were badly affected and somehow oneself can feel so lost and low that oneself can even turn oneself's back towards the other... How oneself want the other to find for some other because thinking oneself is holding the other one down. Damn! What was on this person's mind? Well like always either that oneself is too slow or like the other said, always have to be the other have to come and solve things.
Well i hope things are finally solved now, well at least trying to pick up the pieces and try to be whole again like they used to... Still working on school and projects.. Attended her graduation this past Monday. Man i am so proud of her to be able to get through all those obstacles within a year, unlike someone who took almost like a Normal Academic student to graduate.
She got a new job and today is her last training day... So she's starting tomorrow. Hope she will get the hang of it and enjoy her new job. The pay is quite good. I just hope in meantime she can also get a job that she really wanted, that is with the AVA. All the best Sayang.....
Been refelcting on my life lately.. how selfish i have always been... How egoistic i am sometimes...
and how i shouldn't be taking things for granted and how people shouldn't take me for granted too. I have my feelings and pride too. Ain't no beast with no feelings...
With that being said, just hope the change will be permanent.. i hate it when i hurt that someone unintentinally. I really Hate it... Trust Me... Trust Me Please... 100% from you is what i need.. Love U..
