Another week is over

Its going to be a long day for me yet again. I wasnt really able to explain much about the circuit and i have to make sure that the circuit lights up soon. By hook or by crook i better make it by tonight! I hate myself, shouldnt have slept early yesterday as i didn't even get to do my assessment but then it is quite ok since i dont really know how to do it anyways. But i have to do it under 2 or 3 hrs from now. Have to meet the lecturer to clear my doubts. Every day makes me nervous nowadays. I dont know what the future will hold for me. Im scared i cant go on in life anymore. I miss her alot yes i do, Cant wait to see her again..... I hope i can meet her tomorrow and pick her up.. i hope i wont be that tired after the NaPfa test in the early morning. I really have to work harder and by next week, my fate will be decided. I just hope i wont be crushed. I will call you when i get home syg. Wait for my call ok? Luv ya babey~