Something off my Chest

I'm back after 10 days of confinement... it's been one hell of a week..
Every morning i have to get up so damn early just to do PT.. and mind you it's 3 times per day...
I tell you ar everyday can vomit.... everything also can come out ar..

My arms and feet were sore... but now i can finally enjoy but only for a while. Today is my 2nd year anniversary with Azura. But the funny thing is we didnt get to go watch movie or anything like that, but went to Beach Rd to get some stuffs for NS.

i feel bad for her as it's suppose to be a special day for us.. I hope she liked the prezies i bought for her.. She's with me right now and i hope she will know that i love her so much and i remember her each and every minute and very second and every beat of my heart while i was in camp.

I was waiting like crazy for yesterday as i finally get to "AWOL legally" or in other words book out. While i was in camp i thought i will never get to see the world ever again.. HaHAHA... Too dramatic huh? Well what to say.. Org Drama lah katakan...

Well, i better enjoy my 3 days of freedom while i still can, i need to spend as much time as i can with Azura.... And my family.... And i suck at dividing time... I hope i did neither one injustice in this....

Heard that her ex came back into her life... post comments on her blog, asking for forgiveness.. i thought when i get back , i would get to see what he typed but instead, the Bon jovi fan sick coward deleted everything that i heard about from his blog... maybe he is scared that i might blow up or sumthing... or maybe he's just damn fucking lying... well maybe not everything.... But most of it...

Well im sure he knows the link to my blog and hope he is man enough to face the truth and face me.... and i dare him to show up here and give his side of the story... Unless he aint got the balls to... and wants me to think of him as a fucking hypocrite and fucking coward....

It's all because of you, i had to go through a lot to convince Azura that i'm not fcking ard with her... And to tell you the truth, if you ever do anything to hurt her again... I'm gonna find you where ever you may be....

And jgn nk step cool ok Mat? Better gain some more weight and gain respect from people around us, if you want to have a more meaningful life... Don't fucking beat around the bush and act baik... Jgn jadi Munafik beb.... Kata lain buat lain.

That's all for now before i bore everyone with this story....

Akhir kata,
Hidup biar beradat, agar mati org ingat.
Kalau kata, jgn tak buat, kalau tak mulut korang ibarat jubo di pantat.
Bual taik ar Lu...
Bnyk bual bnyk bohon.

peace. till next time... Hidup Metal!