One of the "Low" Days again

Feelings come, feelings go. Tell me that it isn't so.
For the past 17 yrs of my life, i have been invisible to my friends and people around me..
they don't seem to notice my very existence...
Why am i so unlucky..? I was sitting at the coffeeshop and sat across some people that i know from school... Well guess what? Only SOME of them saw me and acknowledged my presence...
I don't know if there is something they don't like about me or they just don't bother about me... Why must it always be this way? I feel so alone.. having no one that i can really call FRIENDS...

Friends that i can really rely on when i am depressed, someone to talk to... Someone to share my happiness.....
The only friends i have is myself and Hazura....
Why is my life this way? Why they treat my like freaking shit...? They would only call me when they need favours, but when they are having fun... they would not bother to...

Guess i am unlike other guys, who are so popular and noticeable... those who people look up to...
Hope things will change for us when i finish school...
Hopinhg to get great buddies when i join the Force..

Hazura, i hope you will stand my every decision and understand why sometimes i feel low...
You do complete my life, but like you i do need friends too rite syg?
Just wait for the BIG Day ok? Love ya till the End..

Lost and Found,
What goes around comes around.

Cherish and Love Always people, coz u never noe when THAT day will come, and living in regrets is dreadful.....