Dark

Dark clouds begin to come above my head, nothing can be done and nothing can be said. I tried the best i can the best that i always do, what else can i do? Im beginning to shiver but not due to the coldness surrounding me but i am feeling scared.. it gets worse by the moment, by the days that passed by. What does my future hold? Where do i go from here? Who will i be? What will i be? Cant help feeling sick and stressed.. Wonder will i live long.. Got to know a chilling factor from the radio a few days ago... or was it yesterday? If you dont have enuff sleep for 10 days, it can cause death. Will i survive? I hope so....i cant give up now can i? Not now, not ever.
For myself, For Zura, for my parents and future kids... I gotta move on. Dear ALLAH, please help me go through this life of mine, without much suffering and hardship. Zura i love you....