Confessions ( Part Two)

Im so useless maybe im brainless, and its complete madness. Words and thoughts were there, but actions always absent. "Believe in urself Fad. You can do it" Those are the words that i keep saying to myself but things always turn out another way. Dont you ever learn from the past? Better wake up before its too late , and there is no turning back. Seriousness means actions, and do sumthing about it, not just talking crap. This is why i have decided that i will go away for a while to be with myself. Not leaving her alone. Juz need some time to think abt what have i done, why am i the one that she want. I am missing her, guess just too much that its hard to concentrate on studies that i didnt feel like going for lecture. Its my fault, im not strong enough.
I will do my best and give my best shot. For you, for me, for us and our future.
If you are reading this, i hope you will know im truly sorry. Sayang Zura.