What's Wrong With Me?

Last night it happened again. I don't know what is wrong with me. Never could show those people i luv that i truly luv them. Family and my boo the same. I want to let my parents know how much i luv them and appreciate what they have done for me, although they always seem harsh to me. To show that how much luv my gerl that i do some crazy things juz to be with her. My hardcore problem seems to be not to be able to hold on to promises constantly... I don't mean to hurt you.. Those things are what i never want to happen to you. Everytime it happens, i juz sit down and think and cry. Thinking about my future, your future. How capable am i to keep someone so special happy? Only time will tell. But trust me when i say this. Thats what i always want for her. I never like her to cry because i did something wrong because im not worth it. Instead let me cry for u Zura, coz every drop of my tears is worth it if its for you.